Today's diary

My current working time is between 7.5 and 8 hours a day. And my commuting time is a little over one hour. I think such a life schedule is not so harsher than normal Japanese workers'. But I get heavy drowsy almost every day when I come back home. Maybe I haven't been so accustomed to my current life style yet. I'm easy to get upset when I can't go home on schedule because I'm not used to working over fixed time. but one of my friends says it's usual for Japanese office workers and that it's like marathon, so I will be get accustomed to doing it. I felt contradictory feelings... I wish I got used to working overtime, but I wanna do anything but that! Further more, I'm pressed by my superior to come to the office earlier. He says "you should have at least finished e-mail checking by the fixed starting time of work." But it seems that experienced colleagues come to the office shortly before the starting time. But I'm just a fledgeling, so I think I have to make efforts more than other colleagues, at least, for some periods.