Am I addicted?

Today, I went to the "Pachi-slot shop" -it means Japanese casino-  and played the slot machine. Of course I enjoyed it but I lost.
This time,I was very sorry about the loss.
The amount of loss is not so critical,
but somehow I feel so. Perhaps it's because the payday is near and I'm broke.

Whenever I went there, I had been sorry.
And every time I've determined not to go there any more.
But when time passes, I can't stop going there again!

<vocabulary>
・payday/給料日
・金欠/be broke　；　lack of money　等。
lack:名詞（数えられない）/（…の）不足；欠乏, 欠如